Partly because this is an abandoned library in Russia, I will be quoting a passage from Derek Walcott’s Omeros about a Polish waitress (and it’s a book set in so many countries via poetic imagination, but mostly set in the Carribean), I am reading the Dominican Republic’s transplant Junot Diaz, France’s darling Proust, and I just finished an entertaining book about a second generation Korean immigrant. The fact that I actually finished a book is surprising…and at least my house doesn’t look like the picture to the left…
Here is that passage I promised before I start talking about other things…
“Acres of synonymous lights, black battery cells
and terminals coiling with traffic, winked out. Sunrise
reddened the steel lake. Downstairs, in the hotel’s
Canadian-fall window, a young Polish waitress with eyes
wet as the new coal and a pageboy haircut was pouring him
coffee, the maples in the glass as yellow as orange juice.
Her porcelain wrist tilted, filling his gaze to the brim.
He hoped adoration unnerved her; the sensible shoes
skirting the bare tables, her hand aligning the service
with finical clicks. As if it had tapped her twice
on the back for her papers, she turned with that nervous
smile of the recent immigrant that borders on tears.
A Polish Sunday enclosed it. A Baroque square, its age
patrolled by young soldiers, the flag of their sagging regime
once bright as her lipstick, the consonants of a language
crunched by their boot soles. In it was the scream
of a kettle leaving a freightyard, then the soft farms
with horses and willows nodding past a train window,
the queues in the drizzle. Then the forms
where her name ran over the margin, then a passport photo
where her scared face waited when she opened its door.
She was part of that pitiless fiction so common now
that it carried her wintry beauty into Canada,
it lined her eyelashes with the snow’s blue shadow,
it made her slant cheekbones flash like the cutlery
in the hope of a newer life. At the cashier’s machine
she stood like a birch at the altar, and, very quietly,
snow draped its bridal lace over the raven’s-wing sheen.
Her name melted in mine like flakes on a river
or a black pond in which the wind shakes packets of milk.
When she stood with the cheque, I tried reading the glow
of brass letters on her blouse. Her skin, shaded in silk,
smelt fresh as a country winter before the first snow.
Snow brightening the linen, the pepper, salt domes, the gables
of the napkin, silencing Warsaw, feathering quiet Cracow;
then the raven’s wing flew again between the white tables.
There are days when, however simple the future, we do not go
towards it but leave part of life in a lobby whose elevators
divide and enclose us, brightening digits that show
exactly where we are headed, while a young Polish waitress
is emptying an ashtray, and we are drawn to a window
whose strings, if we pull them, widen an emptiness.
We yank the iron-grey drapes, and the screeching pulleys
reveal in the silence not fall in Toronto
but a city whose language was seized by its police,
that other servitude Nina Something was born into,
where under gun-barrel chimneys the smoke holds its voice
till it rises with hers. Zagajewski. Herbert. Milosz.”
If you got through that and are interested, the book is called Omeros and it is a 300 page lyric poem loosely based on The Odyssey… bringing in echos of James Joyce, Africa, slavery, love, the Carribean, etc. I read it for class, so I read it quickly…but may one day go back and read it slowly and more carefully. It is the last book I had to read for my comp lit degree so in that way it is special.
I started Junot Diaz’s “Drown” on the bus this morning, but cannot read on the bus… I like it so far.
I also find it completely hilarious that the janitor lady is vacuuming the floor while people are watching movies here in the media department and asking them to get up so she can vacuum under their feet. I am giggling to myself.
All for now.
I found this picture on my new favorite blog that will be listed on the left, called www.maudnewton.com/blog. It’s very interesting literary talk and things. I have finished reading Possession by A. S. Byatt and I’m glad I’m done because I couldn’t help but thinking it would end up like I thought it would and so it did. The mystery letters were recovered and alls well that ends well. Except not a whole lot of things end well and such should be represented by literature. Which is why I must be attracted to things not Victorian. I am continuing on with Auto da Fe, content to have it slow going and savoring. The whole book is like a chess game and the readers are the pawns. And so with a chess game, thus the reader can take it slow.